my eyes know that its not worth to tear . But yet it turns so watery and red. Deep in my heart i jolly well know that the more i want something the more i lose it. I have alot to say but my mouth refuses to let me speak. my ears listens to people's opinion and comments but i refuse to repeat it in my mind ,im so stubborn.Even the smallest cell in my brain knows that no love lasts forever. I can smile and laugh but i also cry. Love is a cruel temptation. I think it'll take me a few years to fix heart although i fall in love easily.

Im a bad woman.



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Yesterday work yawnsyawns.
When i went my mum was in a good mood cause im cute ok?
LOL. I so bhb is because yesterday a guy came to the shop and kept looking at me.
Then Rachel realised he keep following me. So i turned around and gave him a shock of his life and i asked him : " am i cute? "He keep nodding then he giggle HAHAHAH.
End up his mother dulan then ask him stop looking at me already.
Rachel laughed for the whole day afterwards.

I ask my mum to buy my ic number Then guess what. She won $400 +
2nd prize eyebag. so i force her to buy me a shoe from the uncle beside our shop. :>
Later my dad's gonna fetch me to mall . I wannnnn buy new school bag.

Last night was resting then around 3am Zhong called me.
Shall not describe what he said.
He with his friends . xiaored they all i think(?)
but very worried for him so didnt sleep afterwards.
Then 4+ Wz call me also. Saying he's at Geylang drinking beer.
Then he drunk i think -,- anyhow talk to me. After that he text me at 6.
Now everyone got me thinking. -.-
Hope they text me when they wake up.

anyway i got back my phone. Text 91139278!
Ok i shall post tmr bye all!