Hi lol i post this picture up again :>

Why you guys keep asking me why my Facebook name is Fishball Ong ?.?

Cant you guys see my cheeks,dont they look like fishballs? Rofl!

Well anyway this picture is for entertainment purposes for people to see to cheer them up or smth :> Cause i think its kinda funny. Hmm! Im giving Justin Bieber to Joan.

Cause i know Justin Bieber wont come to Singapore just to love me.

So Joan ,go on fantasizing about your SHINee etc rofl!

Im single for 2months! True love is hard to find. Cause hongsters are all around yea?

I guess now i only want everyone around me to be happy :> I will try hard yea,

Cause i know how it feels like to be heartbroken / sad etc.

&hey! Last night AMK community thingy invited us for dinner cause my

grandfather donated $500 .Was not hungry so all the way was talking to my brother..

He keep asking me how to cook this cook that. So i tell him how to cook this and that.

Then he ask me to teach him how to cook fried rice today. So we're cooking lunch for our family.

And tmr im going to buy ingredients cause he wanna learn how to bake cupcakes. He very cute.

I can make better then thisssss ! mai siaosiao,haha!

Post when im free,ciaos!

P/s Just in case you guys dont know i LOST MY PHONE. My mum says she's gonna re-sign my line tmr or something when she's free. Then i think i will be able to contact peeps back by friday?

In the mean time,Contact me thru msn teardropsandfireflies@hotmail.com , Or call me if you know my house number when you guys are bored. Ciaos!

Tag before you leave!

Hi i just found a new bf and im gonna live with him forever...

Sorry for not keeping my promise of staying single

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JUSTIN BIEBER

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Justin Bieber is fucking handsome i swear i luv him ttm!!

& I just told Joan about MY Justin Bieber. Then now she say he shuai then she's gonna post his pic on her blog. She very slut :< Justin and me fated to be together too bad for her

Joan called me since 2pm and just now we're singing kbox thru the phone

Liang shang buo yu ju li ye & Ai de zhu quan li.

I sing the guy part and she sings the girl part

i have a feeling we will be singing more songs. Lol?!

Going for dinner with Dad ,Mum & Bro later :)

ciaos too lazy to blog h3h33h

Justin bieber's h3h3 byebye

people have been telling me what he did in the past and what he's doing now. make me irritated and think too much . Im undergoing enough depression already I hate this feeling alot i've been crying to sleep this few days .The feeling of not being with the one you love is very depressing so fml and i want to stfu now.

Updated my other blog ^o^ cause i dont want everyone to know everything lol

We do stupid things together, We like to insult each other..Last year we met through a friend and i guess thats fate. We started going out a little and somehow this year,we are getting closer . And whenever one of us feel sad we somehow feel it..We know like 99% of each other's secret too..but anyway you seriously very irritating and you also call me irritating(which is not true) but whatever you biatch i know you love me alot. Bloodbond sisters \m/ (Rachel are you touched?dont tear ok bitch)

Yesterday went to Compass at 6+ with Rachel as she has Best Daikin or whatever name's voucher so we went walk around for like 2 hours..before that ate kfc.Then went to BD .Really nothing to buy. End up i got a $60 hair straighterner and a earpiece while she got a mouse & headphones.Total $150 $_$ After that we went to metro and went to the bra shop to fool around .. rofl.Then we went outside of compass.. i came out with a stupid idea to take photos of my 'Fishball' and stuff.Go ahead and laugh when you see my picture;



Oh andand, i know very act cute but who cares i just like it .any lame comments just say straight in my face! > Love hurts


TODAY
Hougang mall>Plaza sing>Orchard>Fareastplaza>Orchard>Plazasing>Homesweet home

Everyone who read this please dont spread to my mum cause i told her i lost my phone in school and she doesnt know that i went out. If she knows im dead :(

I came home early because i lost my phone and was very depressed.
Cause there's alot of things in my phone and it holds alot of my memories ..
6months of memories gone cause of my forgetfulness. well . Lucky i saved lots of things in my lappy.. Just now Went to mall to meet Rachel then we mrt down Plaza sing. Went to cotton on , got the same top then Berlin came at around 3.30pm. After that she went off to study with her friends while me and Rachel mrt to Orchard.
went to Cotton on again got the same singlet then> Tangs > Fareast plaza
Forgot to take my phone after using the toliet then i gg-ed :( was very sad emo depressed unhappy irate and whatever word that can describe anger and sadness. So i went home due to my mood and i called my mum . I hope she would help me renew my line when she's free or something when my she see my half dead looking face .

Ohkey everyone should contact me through msn im so lazy to blog already bb
teardropsandfireflies@hotmail.com

Never blog for 3 days @@

hmm, Sunday 21/feb went to Amk with Dad. Cause he wanna play arcade :> Then i played Audi for 4 hours till 6.30 After that i bused home cause he went to bugis arcade and

i didnt want to trouble him. 7.30 Dad came home with Mum then we went over to granny's place .9pm > amk hub, watched a movie at 9.30pm. 11.30pm home sweet home.

Tuesday 23/feb went to Mall . Someone treat me Pastamania h3h3. The person doesn't want me to expose his/her name. So i shall not expose the name. After that was bored so i cabbed to Rachel's house to slack. 8pm she say she want do something so we cabbed to my house there then she went to do her stuff. Around 8.30pm she came to my house. I web cammed with Yaoyao awhile ^o^ He ah,Wear leopard print shirt,sho sexy you know! haha!

Today Annette cry cause of some reasons , So me and Joan went over to the staff toliet to comfort her. Seriously,I cant believe how poisoned mouth some teachers can be... They only think for themselves.? Seriously i hate people who bully my friends and yea, I cant do a shit about it,cause the person is a teacher afterall. tsk But i tried my best to comfort her yea :> She laughed when i joked i want to throw my orange bottle on the teacher's head. Hope you will be alright soon Annette! Luv you :>

hmm!SSC was kinda interesting today! Learnt First Aid. h3h3! I asked Isaac to be our instructor and i think im the only one who really went to do and learn all the practical lol?Ahyo today a lot people disiao me. aww! Shall not elaborate . Anyway cant wait for friday!Town with my peeps!

Joan called me,Im laughing damn hard right naoooooo lol! blog next time ciaos!

Byeeeeeeeeeeee.

Friday 5+ Went to bugis, Chris came first. Talked about his apartment.Hope he finds his apartment soon because he says his condo cost $3300 a month and is not near any MRT. I told him to stay @Kovan but he refused because it was too far from his workplace lol.

Afterwards Andy & Kelly came then off to iluma ,meet Adrian .

Had the Manhattan Fish & Chips at Manhattan Fish market @ Iluma.

Went to collect movie tix with Andy, While A&K had the one for one lobster deal.

After that went to the arcade awhile then Lovelle came.

7.15pm off for movie Percy Jackson & the lightning thief.

the story plot kinda nice but i dont really like it...

Cause i read a lot about Greek Gods and they messed my mind up..

the funny thing is theres a modern Medusa in the show. Ok i shall stop ranting.

hmm after movie off to Dominic's house cause Dominic say Joonkiat waiting for me at his house. Dad was gambling with the adults. went to 7 eleven near 684 went to Hougang park with

Dominic ,Nicole, Patrick, Lingling, Joonkiat, Yixiang! 11pm went back cause very boring :o hmm then i slept on Dominic's comfy bed till 1am,& home sweet home!

Saturday:

went out with Rachel.cause last night she said she had a craving for Pasta Mania.

Met at 12.45 @ Hougang Mall . After that i went off to green played audi from 2-6pm .

Saw Chenlong & Alan then we chatted awhile. around 4pm Saw Kaiding like wtfxzx so surprised .he was very bored so he played Audi with me for like 30minutes.

After that Yaoyao aka ahboyy played with us for 1 hour or so :>

then off to Hougan point meet Rachel. me and Rachel bought alot of things again :>

8pm home sweet home!

okie its 7am in the morning im so tired shall post soon ! xoxo ttyl.

I look at my hands and feel sad,cause this spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.. After 2 months im still as lonely as i wish to be. I miss your arms around me.

- We always take things for granted cause

we thought we could last forever with the one we love..

If really theres someone who could be there for me.. I would really hold on tight..

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Just now went to slack with Ann & Joan,

1.30pm saw Chenlong,Alan & co. So followed them.

Ann went back to sch. Dong came afterwards with his gf :)

Hmm then Joan wanted to meet Jiakit they all so i pei her go :>

Shabil,Jiahui,Kh,Derrick,Azhar,Sharbil,Jiakit playing texas poker :o

After awhile Jiahui sent me home then he went off to pei his gf .

Going to prepare naooooos ^o^

Going my mum's shop later @bugis then Kelly's place then watch movie with them :> ciaos!

Love- a bag of sorrows at the end.

From misses to tears, then moving on to a broken heart.

;;You cannot assume love without Ass(u)me & Assu(me)

Today after school went to Annette's house with Joan .

^o^ Had fun watching guys....SHINee . LOL. They are mad over them man!

Hmmm after that bused home with Joan,walked to Point cause

she wanna print photos for her art. She so hard working ! Cannot believe it.

And she damn bad.She say her dog look like...

Shall not elaborate maybe she will blog about it tmr. Hmm then 7.30pm home sweet home!

Might be playing Mahjiong @ Jiankai's place next week with Joan,no?

:@ in class he invited me to go :o Not sure cause still finding one more person to play with us.

Never play money,its just for the fun of it.

Saturday -movie with Derrick & Jk i guess! they make me laugh non stop.

^o^

/signs off

why do friends even call each other friends if they talk bad about them?

I dont understand how they can still talk to them

even after blabbering lies about the person to some other people or something lol.

And hello if you dont like me just say no need act friend infront of me :>

IF you did blabber something about me then you would probably be feeling guilty right now.

Hougang mall > Dhoby G>Cathay>Dhoby G>Hougang mall > Home.

wanted to catch a movie so randomly chose a movie to watch. Watched Armored which me & Rachel didnt really like and was complaining throughout the movie.

I understand how some people are afraid to lose the love of their life :>

Cause whenever i misunderstand someone's trying to flirt my love previously ,i'll go mad.

like seriously.who doesnt? You guys understand,no?

And then this is from my darling's blog:

If its wrong to edit my photo, whats the existence of it for?

and does it concern you in any way? and why not rub away that hell thick powder wall off your face before commenting on my looks.

Chill babe, who doesnt edit their photo. Take it easy.

Well, I don't mind people judging others too because who doesn't? Like my dad said,The more you scold someone,the more she scold back. -A teeth for a teeth.

And if someone talks about you,As long if you know you didn't do it its ok.

My conscience are clear. I dont even feel 1% bad now lol

Me and Rachel said that we will be happy from today onwards we shall ignore all unhappy stuff.

Thank you Rachel for always helping me out too :> *inserts hugs*

& I just bought something from Cathay for him . Shall keep everything in a box. ^o^

I dont know why but even though I have not seen him for a month plus, i still buy stuff for him when i go shopping... Guess im just used to it now, buying stuff that i hope he likes.

Hello, i overslept today and didnt go to school. Didnt get a scolding h3h3.
So tired , was out the whole day yesterday.
Watched the movie 14 blades at j8. I love movies about war / fighting ttm.
At night went home cause parents asked me to &then went to Ang pao river at marina bay with my drunk mum and my dad.
Me and dad went to play a few rides costing us $7.50 per person per ride
Theres one freaking ride that goes 360 degrees and me

and my dad screamed out of bore hahaha .
I wanted to bang some cars so we went to play bumper cars... the bumper car literally made my heart jump up and down lol.
Im really happy..Cause really, I screamed almost all my sorrows out..

I dont know where to go now my sis say she's going to town to slack maybe im gonna tag along Cause Rachel haven wake up and im bored to death at home.

Blog next time ciaos :>

When im with you,i'll make every second count cause

i'll miss you, whenever you're not around.

Got people tell me yesterday-if people ka your jiaowei you also wont lose one meat. they can spread stories around about you but got no reason to it . But end up is also people think they immature what, hor?!??! talking to Rachel now she also find it irritating hahahahha . ok la suddenly very random dont know what to blog about :<>

So many plans today,
My mum want go ice skating / Picnik / zoo
Exciting but she think she cute,one day go so many place?
ha. Ahyo, yesterday slept at 6am abit waste time, no? My eyes like panda harhar.
I think this few days im just gonna slack with Derrick & Kh they all.

Anyway ah, you all out there dont anyhow spend angpao money,

Lui machiam si lim zui ani kuan, bo ho hor.

i go prepare alr.Damn lazy lol BB ^o^

xoxo

Happy CNY~!

I was so tired! On Saturday,Went to my Granny's house to eat.

They cooked " buddha jump over the wall " And that pot cost $1k + crazy ttm.

so much Abalone & Sea cucumber etc.Me & Dad Eat until scared :<

fter that we went to other Granny's house. So crowded! Everyone like my bangs ttm :> harhar!

Well,after eating,My Godfather called my Mother.He wanted to bring me to a private temple.

So i went over to his house at around 10pm. Talked till 11pm and we left for the temple.

All the rich families was there and the only thing i did was kept shaking hands with the uncles .

Around 1+ my godfather fetched me home. I could not sleep after bathing :<

So i slept at 5am . I was sooooo tired yesterday because i slept only for 3 hours.

I was lazy so i put only fake eyelashes and wore my blue contact lenses -.- im a pig man.

I acted really gentle and did not talk much ( not my style) I was just so tired.

Most of the conversation goes:

them: Wa your eyes so nice.

me:Thank you happy new year

them:So nice leh, happy new year, -passes me angpao-

Went home after 6 hours of walking talking shaking hands .

I think i earned around $600+

But i kept only a hundred bucks and gave my mum the rest :>

After 10pm.. My house became a gambling den.... -.- Relatives came.

I earned a lot but they kept asking me to be the banker (losers wanted to win back their money)

So ended up i no win no lose. Suck ttm i swear im not gonna play with losers again LOL.

Ok my dearest sister and Andy is at my house and i think my mum is gonna bring us out.

going to prepare naoooooooo. Ciaos all! Gonna have fun before school starts on Wednesday.

Hi all

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LOL. Nice not? I cut my own hair on Thursday night,10pm+.

HAHAHA. Pics took last night.

Last night i showed Azhar and Kokhwee my bangs on webcam,they laughed :(

Nevermind,everyone will get used to my bangs soooooon.HAHA!

I love being a nerd!

Hmm I kinda forgot what i did yesterday lol.

well yesterday during school's event half way Joan,Shabil,Kokhwee came to my house.

Me , Kh & Shabil had alot of fun. Cant forget the part when Shabil looked like a bangla crossing the road carrying newspaper on his head . LOL .

oh & I got a Mango t-shirt & a nice kimono top yesterday :>

Just came back from 644,Lunch with mum. Dabao-ed food for Bro & Maid.

Ahboy sold me chicken rice @ discount rate. heh so kind of him :>

Later going for reunion dinner. More updates tmr!

Happy New year & Valentine's day to everyone in advance!

Be happy,Berlin & Amanda (:

♥ Kenneth , Joan ,Patrick di.♥

why cant love be on my side..

Didnt go to school today cause morning stomach pain.

Hougang Mall > Serangoon > Home.

Forced Rachel to eat PastaMania with me today . then we went to walkwalk awhile.

Both of us ate Spicy chicken.

After that bused to Serangoon ,Cause Joan ask me slack.slack near Kokhwee's house with Derrick,Jiakit,Joan,Kokhwee. Had alot of fun shall not describe lol! They keep making me laugh bth. After that 9pm went to have dinner :> After that bused back, waited for bus with Joan then home sweet home @10pm.

Tmr going to school yawns!

And i just cut bangs myself. duacb look like nerd + fking hell i swear im not going out with this bangs LOL. But luckily i cut below eyebrow so it doesnt look really weird. ha!

Post tmr! bye!

Hi im a lazy pig this few days thats why never blog.

Yesterday accompany Rachel go Tuatao's shop.

The first thing he did was to disiao me :( $60 for Rachel's Fragile.

Anyway for school's updates its at Joan's blog.

hmm,Today i went to Green. I was so effing cold i swear it was like 18degrees or something.

And stupid me act smart never bring my jacket My hand was numb all the way manzx.

:( Alright so lazy to post naooooz . Bye all!

Came to bugis after school. My godfather gave me a super big angpao when i came to bugis so i can buy pretty clothes to wear on new year day! Got alot of discount since my friends shop all here..But i buy clothes that im not gonna wear on new year day.. HAHA. As for bottom, Of course i take from my mum's shop :> Im sitting behind my Mum's shop now blogging while they are busy serving the customers i feel so bad HAHA. Talking to Rachel on msn now, :) Shall blog tmr! bye!

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Hopes theres a place down the street where i can stand alone , away from everyone..

We can never see tomorrow,no one ever told us about the sorrows.

Your eyes will never stop your tears from falling.

Dont fake a smile,because you know how much it hurts.

Hi its 3.30am in the morning .

Friday alot of things happened.. well after school bused to mall with Joan, Because we wanted to celebrate Annette's bday. Went to Pizza hut. Yubing,Jiaxin,Samantha & Annette came afterwards. After eating, ( i was so full,didnt have a good meal since start of year) Me and Joan kept acting that we want to work at pizza hut. So we went to the table far away from Annette's. Then we walked back with a cake in Joan's hand!Silly Annette was so surprised :>

And then this photos were taken yesterday before i went to Hougang green:

Im wearing the shirt Rachel wanted :> *GRINS*

Yesterday my whole body was numb including my butt ( sat on the chair for 6 hours)Probably because the place's very cold. But still i continue visiting because im loyal to this lan shop :> All of the staffs are very good to me.

Well,Anyway!

I would like to thank Hisham & My real life brother Louise ong for lending me the money. Or i think i'll be dead by now :( Im really happy and almost cried when my brother offered to help me. This 16 years ,we were not very close until this year... I feel so happy :> silly me. And Hisham. Im just so touched. Good luck for the competition at Jcube later on!

Yesterday asked Nett to take ss and im here to show off my 2.2m score:

Please look at his score too.



The first pic is damn pervertic...haha!

& Yea i broke the ring due to some reasons. Dont have to feel sad for me guys. Its just Audi couple afterall.. Im enjoying every moment of my single life in both rl and cyber.

Cheers to all the Singles out there!

Nett's msn nick for 1minute:

Hies, Joeleen is cute [100% plus CHOP]

(gonna tease him with this when i have the chance)

Sigh,My insomnia's getting worse,I have to wake up early tmr but yet im still awake,its 4.36am now,signing off.
Bye! Post tmr night when i get back home :)

If romance has morphed into a leash,I’m willing to choose to have a life of loneliness for your sake. If lingering touches have morphed into chains,It is time to discard the vows.
There is a kind of love called letting go,Forsaking a long life of romance for love.
If my departure lets you gain everything,let love steer me away.
For your sake, I must lose you & Have to force myself to leave you for your sake.

Its indeed a very sad world, Having a person like me in someone else's life, Its impossible. Cause i detest myself so much,That i've sealed up my heart. I dont want to try loving someone else anymore....

Hi this is prove that Kenneth di is crazy , HAHA! He luv me alot right! Making me laugh the whole night la ! Last night he called me to chat,He kept singing " touch my body ".HAHA

ANYWAY TODAY .
School was damn busy. Our class room turned into a rubbish dump, cause they hosted a "Spring it up "event . So our smart class came out with a good and smart idea. Our Classroom was full of newspapers,textbooks etc. I helped for around 3 hours tying up stuff.
4pm, me,Kaiding,Tuanwei,Jiankai,Yongjiang,Cassandra weigh the stuffs , and guess what? 400++ KG IN TOTAL.
then my hands got alot wounds because i keep carrying super heavy stuffs so that we can finish faster :( but its all worth it. cause our form teacher will owe us a meal :)

&,i would like to complain that the Chinese are greedy and money minded.
Dont believe me ? go and hear all the New year songs.
Example:
(im giving subs also because i know some of u cant see/read chinese words)

恭喜阿恭喜， 发呀发大财。
gong xi ah gong xi, fa ya fa da cai.
congrats ah congrats, win ah win big fortune.
迎财神 ， 接财神，(or whatever.)
ying cai shen,jie cai shen
welcome the fortune god,pick up the fortune god.

AHYA . As long if its a chinese New Year song,It's confirm gurantee plus chop about money!
all 恭喜恭喜gong xi gong xi, all for red packet one. if you cannot take red packet,will you go and say this kinda words?
LOL sorry all i suddenly very naggy.
KTHX FOR READING BYEEEEEEEe.

Edited.

My eyes have been working really hard,Producing tears. Its so tired now that it is adding burden to my heart. The tears are not rolling down my cheek but into my heart. My heart feels really heavy and i cant sleep well at night. As long as i can still be a friend you could talk to ,share secrets with, im happy. I think i love you. Will waiting prove anything to you? I think i'll just keep quiet about this,cause really,I dont want to take the risk..

Will you want to taste my studded tongue in your mouth?

Feeling super depressed,Fk man . why do i feel like crying for love everyday?

I hate explaining for things i didnt do too.

argh. Later going to school at 4 for SSC. Will be back at 5pm.

Last night went to point with Rachel. I reached earlier,

Saw alot of old friends . realised alot of ppl missed me tis 5months haha!

So we talktalktalk,Then they asked for number. & then Rachel came when i was puff-ing with my long lost kor Chinyee. After walking around, Sat outside mac. Got one old uncle (i think drunk) Suddenly came to me and keep talking. Something like niam at me and Rachel . Then All the people in mac keep laughing at me while i keep smiling back at them haha! Fitri walked to where i was sitting and say the uncle admire me too much. I swear ill laugh at this thing for the whole week!

me & Rachel bought the same keychains .

the one with the word kiss is a couple keychain so we bought two sets . I think im just gonna keep the other one to let it rot in my cupboard .

The second keychain! I have nth to say! Madmadmadcute!

Oh then we went to shop around as usual.

i think we spent $300 in point already. mad right.

Hmm anyway today school was boring. DnT lesson Isaac came to sit with me. He damn annoying la! Keep say " Very nice,......How much? " ahyo! But we always talk about our past,Then i learn alot of things :> tyvm my goodfriend ,and also for making me laugh when you know im not alright :>

Well,love is a cruel temptation . This year,many things happened.my eyes too tired to produce tears,heart too weak but its suffering more.. sigh.

Its been 1month+ Since i suffered.. I feel very depressed and i want to rewind time. But i cant. No use regretting,i know. God,Please take me away.

Yesterday.
Went Green and alot people came to find me.
Jiahui wanted to come but he changed his mind cause i told him i with friends :>
Asked Chenlong they all come end up i play 14d2 with Weizhong . Darren watch us play.
After that around 7 Weizhong me darren went to playground there slack till 8.
I damn tired cause walk here walk there ,then so many people talk to me till i damn tired. so my eyes were half closed for the whole hour lmao.
After that we walked back home ( fuck it ) while weizhong went to Amk. Darren say pei me walk home , then On the way saw Weijun and Sebast at 653 so i slacked with them . Had a long chat then 10+ home sweet home :) Fking tired man! Then created new Maple account at aquila,fell asleep. 3.30am woke up and helped Weijun train his new account.
Today
was a very fked up day.
I cried in class because i thought of me and his past..sigh 31st.. Fking lose face ok. ahyoo.
Anyway Shabil i know you read my blog :>
Just want to tell you sorry maybe i made you 1% guilty .
SHABIL you not so BAD oneeee.

Well talked to Joan. Hope she cheer up soon. I tell you le love sucks :)
then after school Isaac fetched me home!Teacher let us off early at 1.15. Isaac is super funny :> we pei Joan wait for bus ,after that i keep talk to him till we decided to sit at bus stop there to chat. haha. Almost cry when he tell me his story! He is so silly!We cannot judge a book by its cover. Isaac! you are a super duper ultra uper really really good friend man. Not like other big mouth guys.Wish you good luck also .If not ....you know what Kaiding will do..LOL

Ok la I think im going to meet Weijun at 653 then at night Meet my dearrrrrr Rachel teo kuku at point, cya!

We do not remember when we kissed because we thought there would be more. We never thought it would be the last. When everything ends , Its no use regretting what you said or did to someone that hurt him/her before because you cant take your words and actions back. Even if you cry that person cant do anything and your tears cant rewind time. But it sucks to fake a smile too. So tell me,What should i do?

I want to rewind time. Even if it means selling my soul to the devil.

Joeleen is a weak girl.