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My eyes have been working really hard,Producing tears. Its so tired now that it is adding burden to my heart. The tears are not rolling down my cheek but into my heart. My heart feels really heavy and i cant sleep well at night. As long as i can still be a friend you could talk to ,share secrets with, im happy. I think i love you. Will waiting prove anything to you? I think i'll just keep quiet about this,cause really,I dont want to take the risk..

Will you want to taste my studded tongue in your mouth?

Feeling super depressed,Fk man . why do i feel like crying for love everyday?

I hate explaining for things i didnt do too.

argh. Later going to school at 4 for SSC. Will be back at 5pm.

Last night went to point with Rachel. I reached earlier,

Saw alot of old friends . realised alot of ppl missed me tis 5months haha!

So we talktalktalk,Then they asked for number. & then Rachel came when i was puff-ing with my long lost kor Chinyee. After walking around, Sat outside mac. Got one old uncle (i think drunk) Suddenly came to me and keep talking. Something like niam at me and Rachel . Then All the people in mac keep laughing at me while i keep smiling back at them haha! Fitri walked to where i was sitting and say the uncle admire me too much. I swear ill laugh at this thing for the whole week!

me & Rachel bought the same keychains .

the one with the word kiss is a couple keychain so we bought two sets . I think im just gonna keep the other one to let it rot in my cupboard .

The second keychain! I have nth to say! Madmadmadcute!

Oh then we went to shop around as usual.

i think we spent $300 in point already. mad right.

Hmm anyway today school was boring. DnT lesson Isaac came to sit with me. He damn annoying la! Keep say " Very nice,......How much? " ahyo! But we always talk about our past,Then i learn alot of things :> tyvm my goodfriend ,and also for making me laugh when you know im not alright :>

Well,love is a cruel temptation . This year,many things happened.my eyes too tired to produce tears,heart too weak but its suffering more.. sigh.

Its been 1month+ Since i suffered.. I feel very depressed and i want to rewind time. But i cant. No use regretting,i know. God,Please take me away.