Omg am so tired today, Teacher's day and the whole school was acting like some 10000 fans cheering for their idol i cant even hear myself talking with their continuous cheering and screaming of names. Anyway, After school i went home and took a cab to bugis to help me poor mum :( She is now in the hospital cuz she's not feeling very good .
During work today she went to the toilet every 10 minutes or so and there was blood or smth i was left in the shop alone cause she kept going to the toilet :/

She was so blur just now when we were having supper i asked her to eat my Dad's fishball cause he doesnt want it anymore she told me she doesnt want it cause its very fishy. So i asked her , "fishball is fish what of cause fishy la than what ??? " Than my dad as usual , laughed at my stupid questions.

Walao i know i very naggy la but this is my blog what i just felt like nagging in my post today... so im gonna continue ranting about my boring life no?

PIMPLE = LOL my way of attracting YOUR attention
I think i have pimple outbreak now but yesterday i went to facial they say i dont have pimple before only have" you pao " I dont know how to translate i think is ( oil somethingsomething LOL ) .. I cried during facial yesterday cause damnnnn pain . Anyway..I'm working so i can buy contact lenses etc -_- My Godfather told my mum to give me $12 an hour before he left for thailand just now ahahaha guess im going overseas soon to help choose stocks to sell in their shop. I wonder whats trending now? hmm.... thoughts

Dug my computer and found this lol stupid contact lenses really make my eyes hugeee..

" Men are like roses, watch out for all of the pricks"

My club nice right! LOL. Okay so yesterday i went to iluma's Colosseum with my Sis & Andy for the StarCraft2 competition .



I left early and went to Kelly's house to play with Alysta :) than aunt Alice came to fetch me, baby and Yeti and we went to my granny's place. She's cute. But this naughty baby ... VOMITED ON MY FAVE SHIRT IN MY DAD'S CAR :( My whole shirt was her vomit i had to bear with the smell throughout and had to bath with my shirt on so that the smell on my shirt would go off & wont rub onto my face. Hah ~ :( :( :(

Today was quite a fun day with Joan & Eve cause Mr Singh asked us to complete our CWO during lessons time. We had to deliver heavy newspapers to every class in school. Damn tiring but fun HAHAHA they made me laugh like mad and had lots of fun playing with the trolley.
Joan also brought the cookies she baked. :) Nice . Haha! Shall be my turn to bake soon too .

Might not be going to school tmr though. Am sick !

Once upon a time i was falling in love, but now im falling apart. Its a total eclipse of my heart. Once upon a time there was light in my life, but now there's only love in the dark.
Strangers, waiting, up and down the boulevard,Their shadows searching in the night. Streetlight people, living just to find emotion, Hiding somewhere in the night..

Rocket ships and radio

Butterflies fall in love with roses while
your troubled mind's as complicated as tangled strings

I'd rather run through freeways and dodge through cars
Than have you running your mouth all the way to Mars.
Where you used to be, leaving me in hell . Better yet, maybe a one star hotel?
there's no need to light a night light on a
light night like tonight, for a night light's a slight light.
Downtown never sleeps. Just close your eyes, and count your sheep

This chest filled with music

Have you prepared? It's kinda boring, isn't it?Everyday seems to be a same day
Just take a little step forward Don't be shy,Just go and shine.

Wednesday was Mr Pang's birthday! Me & Joan went to get the cake during his lesson .
Sure he loved it!!


While frolicking through the flowers, On a winter night, I'll keep on tearing up the dance floor.I'm like a kid in a candy store, Cause I know what I'm looking for. There isn't a word, In the dictionary that explains a imperfect heart. Whisper me melodies while screaming infidelities,passing through telephone wires and dial tones.

VENT VENT VENT

Ok what a joke. Stop stepping on your own tail . Keep being paranoid etc, seriously , stop it . You're making trouble for yourself,dont want to lose than tell people other stories ( since you claim you ignoring me ) why not block me? Actually doesnt matter cause i already helped you to " ignore me " What the fuck LOL than you think of stupid things before,saying im treating you as replacement. I dont have to say who you are . i guess its because you're talking to yourself and you want to " ignore me ? " Go ahead im done with you ,

Everything my fault la k. Get a life seriously,GROW THE FUCK UP.

Fucking wait for you to come out but because you're paranoid you want to end everything. Im clapping for you. So what if you're having problems. Dont need to drag me into it , Say im treating you as replacement i think you're using me as a toy to vent anger on. I dont care what you tell others because you didnt fucking ask me first.

Where's the justice when we get misunderstood and dont ever get the chance to explain?

To make things short , BYE~
My life's better now. I get more time to study . If you want things to end like this so be it , i dont even care cause i rather waste my time thinking about my occupation. (*^v^*)

Anyway,heres a big thanks to all my classmates, especially :
Joan,Shabil,Cassandra,Isaac,Tuanwei,Kaiding.
Thanks for all the advices,since the start of the year.
" friends are people who walk in when people walk out "

Perfect is not when two people are together,It's when you're both
Opposite but in that way, you complete each other.

Step up 3 with Cass , Ruilin and Brenda yesterday.
Met Shabil for dinner. Celebrating Mr Pang's birthday in class tmr.
good night everybody

Look how fast time passes.

Give me a sign,sign.

Busy this few weeks. N level's coming!
Celebrated Cassandra's birthday early on wednesday. Today's her actual birthday.
After our paper on Wednesday,We went for breakfast at mac! Than she came to my house and we changed, went to mall for Pizza.


Haha, for dinner i cooked macaroni and cheese, for me , Cass & my brother :) yummmy.
Thursday, I dont really remember, But i think we went to KFC for lunch with Brenda?

Yesterday night,went to resort world to stay at the hotel . It's a very gorgeous place.My Parents went to the Casino and won alot of money and they went home without telling us -_-'' ; Was the earliest to wake up and Uncle James brought me and my bro out for breakfast @ Toast Box. We're planning to do alot of things- hire a speed boat during my holidays and cruise around ,not in Singapore of course . Haha cant wait!




After that went to Amk hub with Brenda , Cassandra & Ruilin! Dinner @ Mac :)
Reached home at around 9.30pm ,was dead beat .



Alright now im gonna bath! Studying with Cass later . Ciaos !




" Never regret anything because
at one time it was exactly what you wished for"

Love is a temporary madness.. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident..

Pixie dust

But just walking in the dark
And you can see the look on my face
It just tells me apart

Where are you now,When I need you the most..
Why don't you take my hand,I want to be close.

Help me when I am down,Lift me up off the ground.
Teach me right from wrong,Help me to stay strong...
So,take my hand and walk with me.
Show me what to be,I need someone to set me free.

Your world is my world

" when you're gone, the pieces of my heart has been missing you"

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright,because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there,And hear me cry.

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe,I can't breathe,But I still fight.

Draco is so hot he can make Harry Potter orgasm



I love school more and more. Studying for 2 weeks straight really didnt go to a waste cause my results improved A LOT. Today i overslept , most probably because i've been studying everyday and doing housework.. which makes me look like a zombie!!! ha.
I need to hang out soon i miss all my friends.

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I aint no shit to let you play with ,I dont fucking care if you're my good friends or friends or friend's friends ,If you're out there to annoy me you fucking morons i swear i'll stuff my huge penis if i had one into your dirty little mouth _|_

" The saddest thing in life is to get misunderstood , and never getting the chance to explain"



Life is so unfair, now tell me where to stare when you dont care. Sometimes i wish i was a garden of flowers,and beside me there's a signboard saying " warning please dont pick flowers"
When we lose something, we'll always get something better.
I guess we just have to learn from every step we take. .


This few days was having fun with my little monster Cassandra. Study together for a few days now haha. Look at what she said on msn wtf she always expose me keke

[c=19]Cassandra, live and let live.[/c] says:
u pinch me nt bully?
u draw FK on my book?
den draw a LJ on my book?
LOL whatelse.... lemme think urhs

HAHA! She's supaaaaaaah funny.

shall edit the post later.

All the bitches in this world are my lil bitches

Hi guys since i have some spare time i decided to blog

I am a alien and you are all my bitches . HEHEHE
I'm very happy today like seriously super uber hoga urghga happy. Cause today was the day we hand up our DNT stuffs and all for 'N' Levels. 6pm we were supposed to stop work and i was like screaming "HURRAY I'M FREED FROM THIS HELL FUCK YEAH" My heart literally felt much lighter.This 3 weeks i've been very stressed up because i needa study + rush my DNT. Hopefully i'll get a A2 keke possible, no ? Oh guess what my DNT teacher was doing while we're all rushing ,hoping that we'll finish at 6 . He was playing L4D2 on some lappy ( i think is Kaiding introduce one) Addictive game hope he cant sleep tonight bb .

So far my Prelims are alright . 5 more papers to go .

Oh i almost forgot to blog about what i did recently . Well Cassandra's been coming over to my crib everyday. Either that or we're hanging out outside, studying & studying only. If im not wrong.. Brenda wait for me to end school everyday... which was like 5 or 6pm everyday.& Thank you for motivating me by spamming my inbox HIAKKK.


Cassandra said im great :

' (R) Joeleen says:
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eff euu see kay
Cassandra, live and let live. says:
TMD u nvr say properly
u scold me
-.- GREAT father
' (R) Joeleen says:
Thanks i love you daughter
thanks for reminding me

keke bye guys im gonna sit in the canteen or at mac starting tmr with Cassandra to study for at least 6 hours everyday till my butt shrinks(LOL )

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Am looking at some tumblr am at page 63 so far. Show you all something gross dont scold me k



THIS IS FUCKING REAL OK. OMFG

If friends don't appreciate the friendship,its time to let go.

" My lip's kissed by butterflies,thats tied up with roses love and magic"

Prelims next week!!

Wooo life was really tough for me this week cause many things happened in a row.

Dnt was adding on to my stress and i've been staying back everyday to study. Sighh.

Haha but im sure i can cope with it (:

Cooked lunch yesterday because was lazy to buy food for myself and my brother.

Around 6pm started preparing~ Heh my mum gave me a coach bag!!

Aiya i know coach is for auntie or whatever la keep your comments to yourself lol!!!

Niceee right. Ok then we went to Bt Batok hilltop garden or something for the wedding dinner.

Awesome food there... Anyway of course i never take photos of the food cause i was busy eating who will so free go take...

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Wasted my time, I told you i didnt say its all your fault,and you had nothing to say anymore. Since you said you know what i told others about you why dont you confront me first. What more everything i said is the truth, are you living in reality or not? Dare do dare admit i admit what i do, but will you? Laughs.

I guarantee you if you continue like that your future will be ruined . Go and think,what have you been doing this 2 years? Seriously i dont care what you might say after this because i dont put you in my eyes anymore. I've seen who you really are this 2 months , i feel like i dont know you.

And remember what i told you yesterday. I tried to salvage this friendship but you're the one who made harsh decisions and ended it. Until now i still see no difference in whether you're in my life or not because you're not the girl i know 2 years ago anymore.

Quick Update.

Very tired this few days. Once i finish school at 6 everyday after doing my work,i do housework and immediately fall asleep. Just yesterday i spent a total of 13 hours in school studying. And today did my dnt from 8 - 5pm :( . haha. Met Geraldine , Brenda , Cassandra & Chow wing :) was a really fun day cause everyone was being really funnyyy. However my mood was a little bad because had a tiff with a stupid young punk who eventually ran away after that.

Sigh !! Prelims are coming but im very sad. I really hate it when people use me only when they need someone to accompany them. They can just go fuck themselves and die. Fking cannot maintain seriously.

I want an outing with my friends soon!

stress

am currently in class blogging with my itouch. things have been pretty hard for me lately. haha,i have finished making my artifact but theres still alot for me to do..those who read my twitter should know how unlucky i was this few days. hmm yesterday after school i brought joan to 68+ to buy her contacts.then she came to my house and then we walked to school for the math quiz. after my dnt,bathed and went to find ger and rachel..reached home at 9. im gonna be really busy studying niaooos!! if anyone wanna study,text me!i need more study partners :)